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06 June 2009 @ 05:37 pm
Can't believe I fell for it,  
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but

This was supposed to be the last time
I told myself this wouldnt happen again
I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you
I told myself I wasn't going to let you back in
but here I am dialing, trying

I told myself to get a hold myself
I won't freak out, let you tweak out
on ecstacy not next to me
somethin tells me baby girl that you're testin me
I told myself to get a hold myself
and I'm tryin' I'm not lyin'
don't make me mad, you know I love you bad
I want to sniff the glue that hold me to you
I told myself to get a hold myself
but don't rush me can't you trust me
the sound I hear whenever you are near
I know it's never wrong and it's my favorite song.


Meeting Ellie down town tonight in Portland I can't wait I love that kid and its been what 5+ Years since we have hung out! Shit since high school. That really f-in ages me.

I'm going on a mad rad vacation with Liz this september, again another friend I haven't seen for 5+ years. We are thinking big boat with lots of booze sounds like a good vacation to me. So this vac with liz will happen when I get back from Belgium and then after my trip with liz I'm going to Burlington and living with Andrea for a while! Should be a pretty sweet f-n fall.

My Auntie is camping at old orchard beach this summer so I'm gonna spend sometime with her too! I haven't seen her for 5+ year too, seems like this year is a good year for me to patch shit up with lots of peoples I miss.

Well I'm off as I have an appointment with my tattoo guy.... then dinner with Ellie!


Life is ok in general for now, work is old and friends are really pulling through!

Fuck yes...